hey guys... this is my first blog entry im at work bored and about half coherent. i have never tried this writing thing before so maybe it'll help pass some time. im very tired and very bored i do nothing but sit and talk on the phone all day for a living. you would think that working here you would talk to a lot of interesting people through out the day, but even more so nine times out of ten the people that i talk to seem even more less enthused than i do. i mean c'mon i dont even have windows to gaze out to see what the weather is like, i basically loose all contact with the outside world. but on the UP side i mean things could always be worse at least i do have a job right... anyway i guess this is like a journal or something... i think im about done with this whole relationship thing, i have always been the kinda person to make things happen but with this relationship thing i think its time to take a new approach. im gonna let fate take its course and just accept whatever happens. i have learned that in order to see the rainbow, you must first endure some rain. i have learned to accept the bad things and learned from them no matter how hard it may be, but i could go on and on talking about this and you people may start to think that im a pessimist when im really NOT... im just going thru some things right now and i feel this is my way to vent so on that note im gonna call it a blog and talk to you later....